The common question i would always ask myself wether the certain agenda i'm facing is the best at ease. Unpredictably confusion arouse in the matter of preferences which i have make has deter the future i'm trying to build.
Over and over limited access to what i'm achieving has block the hidden talent and the frustration is now extreamly shallowed. How am i suppose to react to this kind off dilemma?
Those who understand to what i'm trying to share might agree with me, as i am now undefinely project the aspect that i myself unaware. My thought to what sort of idea that i used to process is now so dull and greyish. I need to green back the field i used to run on, i need to blue the sky i used to fly, i need to wide the sea i used to swim..but my soul has lost, my belief is staring to break and plus, my view has blured.
I need to make a step... a step that should be taken long ago when i was still aware..aware of the shadow that has been over me for the past few weeks...weeks where i was still alive.
The step i took before has made me a walking zombie now and maybe after. I'm a risk taker, but the risk has now eating me alive. slowly and deadly. It might affect my behaviour, it might affect my relationship (it has already can be seen), at worst..it might affect my psychology inner out.
Guys..help me to build me up back on track. I need motivational words that can ease the burden i'm having. Coz' I dont know when and how i'm going to break out...
p/s: things are getting worse day by day.
kenapa apakah?????
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